Ladrinra

Old account:
http://xhamster.com/users/ladrinras
(hentai and rl cum tributes)

I made my last video this August. It was always a struggle to find people willing to help me to record those. I thought that with time it will become easier, but now I know it will never happen. And it's all because I live in a very bad time zone.

Most people who are into this live in NA and I'm 8-11 hours ahead. Which means that I fap when it's morning/day for them. I also noticed that my very few EU friends are mostly active sometime around midnight for me (I live in East Europe). There's no way I will record videos at this time because I have to get up early.

Recently I've noticed that making videos provides me more frustration than fun and pleasure. Looking for available people for hours, waiting, checking different games, staying up late at night hoping that somebody answers, then holding, going to bed disappointed and doing the same thing the next day. And if I'm super lucky it still takes at least 1 hour to move all files, encode them and edit a video (not counting rendering). All this for 10, 15 max minutes of pleasure. I had to spend hours for them. It's just not worth it - I can fap like everybody else and have a bit weaker orgasm, but without all the hassle.

Speaking of which, one day I made a rule for myself to record all my cumshots or to have at least somebody watching. I had to break it lately. Often. Now it's not a rule anymore and my brain doesn't understand why I should spend hours just to masturbate for 10-15 minutes.

And with recent (mostly good) changes in my life I can't spend so much time on this. I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore, it's just too much.

I'm going to delete all related accounts (Discord, Skype, Mail, etc.). I won't delete my xhamster and mega though - it would also delete all videos and I want to keep them.

I won't be here anymore, don't expect me to read any messages or approve invites - it will be pointless to send me those.

The only way to reach me will be GW2, because I love this game and going to continue to play it. ^^

Goodbye, lewd community.

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Artist: Riendonut
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